Rage, rage against the dying of the light

It seems to me that this so called 'love' is just a moment of ballance.
Between absolute honesty and lies
Between indifference and obsession
Between selfishness and selflessness
Between fear and illusion of being safe
Between the desperate need of protecting and yearning for being protected

And in that sense yeah, i guess I love you.

With eyes so dialated I've become your pupil

"One baby to another says
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
(...)
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you"
K.C.

That was just... perfect picture of the way this relation is developing.
A pair of egoistic, egocentric kids, we are. Indeed.
It is very positive, though.
But I don't really care, I just want this month to be over.

Eternal youth is the landscape of the lie

Och crap.
It was kind of cool. It was really nice nad sweet because even if I was aware of certain feelings.. well... more like possibilities of feelings, I had the comfort to ignore them. I didn't give a damn, I had this 'whatever the case may be' attitude.
Until some wise and experienced people decided to enlighten me and tell me that I'm in love.
Which is not the case. I suppose.
But c'mon, now I will have all weekend of 'what if' dillemas.
I don't mean that I don't want to fall in love, it is more the matter of register. "Being in love" is kind of hyperbolisation. Too high level.
I just have a good contact with one person, we like each other and we can lead long, abstract conversations and I would prefer things to stay that way.
Don't mix 'L o v e' into it.

Hey you see me, pictures crazy

I still don't know what will happen next. I guess I will have to wait, at least few days. Till we have a spare moment to talk. Whatever the case may be, thank you for that day.
Cracow is good city for being kissed, embraced, touched. Very good city. The best one. Ok, that was just sweet.
I'm so chaotic right now.