There's a fine fine line

There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.

And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...

There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
(Avenue Q)
And many, many other songs, so fitting to the situation? Why does everybody need to write about break-ups? -.-'
I feel hm... relief, because it was in the air since our last meeting. Because i wasn't able to say good-bye when you were so happy. We would start to hate each other if I decided to wait some more time.
And regret, because i wasn't able to change your attitude. And because the sky is over. And because you didn't ask me to stay. It was very warm good-bye though. Like everything between us. Good beggining, very nice meetings, warm farewell. You called me 'princes' one last time. Thank you for everything, my love. Have a good life. You deserve it.
And I deserve it. I'm sad, I can't listen almost half of my playlist, but I know, that I can have more... much more than i could have if I stayed by your side.
Just came to say: goodbye, love, goodbye, love... just came to say: goodbye love..
hello.

For I will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train

Why it has to be like that? When I'm with you everything is so simple, there are no problems, no understatements, no misunderstanding. I know I love you more than anyone and I don't care for the way our relationship develops. I don't need to talk with you about anything important and be serious. Kids just want to have fun.
Why I can't remember about it when I'm back home? Why I keep thinking about your problems, my problems and problems in general?

One thing I didn't know. I didn't realize that you also feel bad when I'm leaving. Egoistic bitch, I thought I am the one who suffers the most and I'm the one coming back to empty house. I'm sorry, I didn't know... I didn't really think that you care about it, you seemed to be so indifferent.
And I guess I don't want to say goodbye on the train station anymore. Too long, too heartbreaking. Next time I will just get on the bus as if nothing really happened. For I will never forget your face...