poniedziałek, 7 września 2009

- It's a brand new day, what should I do? - Kill yourself

Geez -.-
Srsly I should take something that would help me calm down. Pennyroyal tea or whatever. Or just go and see good psychologist.
Since... I don't know, last Wednesday I'm annoyed and anxious almost all the time. My parents are irritating, my grandma is... my grandma, you know. People on the streets are stupid, people in tv are just pathetic, some of my friends are on late holiday, some are back in school, some are ignoring me without any special reason, some are just being themselves. For example my friends from uni decided, that they want to retake poetry exam at the very end of the month. Since this exam is the main reason of my irritation, I want it to be over as soon as possible, but they have also other exams to pass and well, I have only this one and I should pass it without problems because I'm reading stupid poems which are not even written in english.
This. is. so. unfair. Just because they were too lazy or careless to pass them in June, doesn't mean that I have to suffer and grow more and more anxious.
And I lost very important letter from library today. And I'm not feeling like looking for it.
Yeah, yeah, I know, life's a bitch and then you die.
Peace, love and... there is no such world like 'aronia' in english. Stupid country.

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