I don't want to feel depressed, tired and sick of everything! I want to feel light, better, changed. I need metamorphose, I need spring, I need fire, power, energy!
"...Need to express, to comunicate!
to going agaist the brain, going insane, going mad"
Deconstructions and creations help, but somehow... I feel they are bad. Fascinating somehow, tempting, full of destructive power, but not exactly good for me. Destructive, yes. Because you have right to destroy and cut in pieces everything and you're not supposed to feel sorry for it, it's just a piece of paper and you will use it to create something else. I'm already slightly obsessed about scissors and pictures in newspapers.
I want to... I want to cut my hair short... I mean shorter than they are after wisiting hairdresser. She dyed them pink, yes, splendid. Now they look like bubble gum. Bubble gum art is still art. The problem is, I want to have rainbow in my hair, I want them to be short and colorfull, and no hairdresser with slightest feel of taste will help me do it.
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