Do you love me, do you hate me, do you wanna believe me?

Very, very strange weekend. new, complicated relations appeared. Someone above the ground. Somebody I can't just evaluate as stupid or pathetic. somebody I find my equal. I may be wrong. I can easily get hurt by it, I know. It's just a feeling, and it may be wrong. I'm almost hundrer percent sure I'm wrong and I'm seen as an idiot.
I won't fall in love. I'm afraid. I don't want to destroy this good communication we have now.
This "understanding" is something fragile. something worth to be protected.