I had wonderful weekend with the Game of Thrones and Ned Stark. And then it changed into fantastic week with Sean Bean, Lord of the Rings and obsessing about certain fanfiction. Good old times. I felt secured and strong and I was constantly amusing myself with little jokes, eventhough my health was kind of worrying. And then one phonecall ruined everything for everybody. Ok, well, maybe not for everybody but at least for me. This is some kind of an absurd situation and I am not really sure how to behave. But I'm starting to think that watching the execution of Ned once more would be a neat idea.
It is sad that I thought that I found new friends and suddenly I realised that they are ignoring me and making me feel socially invisible. All because Kate is so beautiful and elf-like and she draws attention of every male in my enviroment. And for some reason I cannot really connect with her. We would make fantastic friends if I could though. Kinda sad. But it seems that everyone ignores me because of her good qualities and again I've got the part of less interesting and less attractive background. Fuck this shit
Ned Stark, here I come to watch you die.
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